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I Need an Adventure

F**k it.
I need an adventure.
Im so sick of all the babies.
Im so sick of all the engagements, marriages and mortgages.
Im so sick of the desk jobs and 40 hour work weeks.
Is that all that there is?
Really?

I need an adventure.
I want to hike in the mountains and swim in the ocean.
I want to climb rocks and trees.
I want to wear my swimsuit all day on a beach.
I want to sit quietly for hours in a beautiful international place.
Is that too much to ask?
Is it?

I need an adventure.
Im so sick of losing close friends to the "grind".
Im so sick of time passing without doing anything.
Im so sick of always having to stay "connected".
Do we have to live like this?
Really?

I need an adventure.
I want to have stories to tell.
I want to re-connect with old friends and never lose contact.
I want to come and go as I please without ties.
Why can't it be that easy?
Why not?

I need an adventure.
Maybe the reason I take adventures is to disconnect and connect. Disconnect from the world of glowing light and connect to what is truly important, interaction with those who give you your own glowing light. Adventures help you to realize what is important in your life and not regret anything. Adventures help one to remember that even though time passes and things change, its ok because life is still going and good things are to come. Exciting, fun things! I try to be supportive of peoples decisions to not adventure and "settle down". I try so hard but there is so much adventuring that needs to be done and so little time to do it. Im done. I need an adventure to get away, and I need it now.

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